June 14, 2013

Here I wanna make a clarification about what is happening now. I was thinking twice whether I want to respond your question or not. But now I decided to answer it just to make sure it won't lead to misunderstanding, even I do this on social media. Your friend might consider me as a loser, but I can say here that it’s all I can do. Whoever your friend who helped you to find and see my tweets, I just don’t care. I don’t mind, as my twitter is set unlocked. I don't wanna investigate who he/she is, I'm not Sherlock Holmes. Yet, opinions are still my own. Well, first, I do apologized for my inappropriate tweets couple weeks ago. Let me tell you that some bad words of my tweets are just song lyrics, and it wasn’t addressed to you. FYI, Alesana is one of my favorites bands. Second, if you thought that I was stalking your fb account it was definitely wrong. I never did it as I set your fb account not to appear on my fb timeline. My another fb account, which contains a word “serenade” is no longer under my control. I made that account in around the beginning of 2010 as my current fb account didn’t work so I made that account. But, as my current fb account came back (also in 2010), I no longer use that ‘serenade’ anymore. So, what you’ve been thinking recently is just wrong and it is a misunderstanding.

I also want to declare that I’ll no more respond your question (or what you say as “care”). I have been so frustrated and suffering of thinking what I had done was right or wrong. I was nothing in that situation, in the environment of your workplace, and so on, hope you can understand what I mean. Love might not recognize any status, age, and so on, but it was my rights to decide as I wasn’t comfortable in the situation. I also realize that the way I decided to break up in that time was so wrong and it makes problem in further time. Like a bird that couldn’t fly with only a single wing, this can’t go on. People might think that my ‘way’ was only to get any ‘benefits’ from you. It is just because they don’t know about me. They just see me from the outside. But, it is just too late, they all have known this and the misunderstanding had been built up.


Okay, I think this is the last time I could respond any question from you. I pray for the God anything good for you. Then I will focus on my study and my career, so do you. I hope you can find better life after this, and also a good guy. I learned a lot from this, and I realized that thinking about this continuously will just make the situation worse. I’ll keep the tweet of the post link at the top place of my TL just to make sure you and your friend can read it. I’ll also tag it in Favorites. This is important, if someday you find any bad tweets with bad words on my TL, it won’t be about you, for sure. So don’t be so sensitive. Last, some people say that a story will be not good if it has no ending. Now, we know how it ends. I think it is better for us. If I were a director, I would make a movie from this story. Thanks for everything. Goodbye and success for you.


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